with the ness

Hey look, I update. How neat. So, uh... yesterday liz woke me up at the butt crack of dawn. My dog slept in my room and so did my mommy's new kitty. My dog was jealous of the cat, though. She kept putting her head on my chest and whining and she finally jumped up on the bed. There wasn't even a war going on, because the kitty is just like "feh... stupid dog." Heh. So I got up and Liz came over, and we went to my grandmother's to get christchex tree and stuff. Yeah. Little siblings are annoying of me. Anyway, we did that and came home and set the tree up, and then we ran off to have dinner at Gabriel's. While my family was doing that Liz and I were like... REALLY horny, and had to like ... control ourselves from jumping eachother. We were scratching eachother and stuff and it was really quite good, and then there was fingering and yeah. (sorry nicole). Anyway, Gabriel's. Quite good, quite busy, quite loud. The end. Dinner was not that exciting. I called Sara afterwards and there was a big bet about how many times Liz and I had done it this weekend... Oi... Oh well. So we left eventually and got to Katy's thing and I saw people I like and some people I don't, but fewer of the latter than the former. Yeah. There was good stuff. Eventually Liz and I ran off downstairs and had a talk, and it was good, because talking is grand. Yeah. Um... then we left, and I decided I really DIDN'T want to go home, so I went over to Liz's. We watched something on TV, I don't really remember what it was, because I was too distracted by Liz. ( sexcapades! )

Anyway, we got done and went downstairs and watched something else on TV, and then I went to sleep. Yay. Then... I woke up, and we watched TV again this morning and then her dad drove us here. Yargh.

Ergh...

Had emotional breakdown. Most not fun. We went to Santa Fe and Best Buy and I bought Finch and Manson and Bill and Ted's excellent adventure and blah. Then we went to Walmart and my scrotum hurt and it was really weird... then we came home eventually and... I just totally and completely flipped out. I called Sara and we're leaving at noon tomorrow which sucks so much ass and I don't know why, and today has just been really insanely stressful and that was basically just the straw that broke the camel's back. I mean, it was an EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN. It could probably even be called an anxiety attack. I just... couldn't even look at Liz... I felt like if I didn't look at her again I wouldn't have to say goodbye to her. I couldn't speak. I wanted to say so much about everything but I couldn't. I still can't. I feel like I'm never going to talk again. I freaked out. I just... comeing back home reminds me of why I missed it here so much and I don't want to go back to Denver. I hate it there. I don't know anybody there. I don't know anything there. I hate it there. I like it here. It has my girlfriend and my friends and my family and all the businesses and everything happy that I know that makes life wondeful and not suck~ass for Nathan. I still don't want to go back. I know I'm probably going to have to throw myself out the door in order to get into Ingrid's car tomorrow. Good fuck.


Oh, yeah, on the happy sex~stuff side of everything, while we were waiting for my mom to show up I returned the oral favor to Liz. Yes, it was good. Kind of sour (as in it tasted sour), but definately something I'd be willing to do again. We're also quite convinced that it's the house that has a hex on it, because I couldn't get it up in order to insert it, but... there was lots of everything else and I did climax. I'm sure you all care and everything. I'm going to go back to... whatever it is I was doing now.