May. 4th, 2003

Cast off

May. 4th, 2003 01:53 am
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Mooch, freak, loser. These have been my name for as long as I can remember. I don't fit into any little nich. I find something that seems comfortable and it's so violently torn away from me. I can't do anything for myself. I can't fend for myself. I need people around me to feel like I am important. I feel worthless. I feel useless. I feel incompatable with every single situation that I am thrown into. Even my closest friends I feel cast away from. I seem to be the only one who is even remotely like I am. My best friend is completely different from me. I don't fit in anywhere. I am an outcast. I try to be like everyone else but I end up being like nobody else. When I try to be different everybody follows in my footsteps. Nothing works out. Nothing is sacred. I used to be somebody. I became nobody. I used to be unique. I became a face in the crowd. I'm not like anyone, yet I am like everyone. I am worthless, I am uneccessary, I am scum. I cannot be accepted. I cannot be rejected. I am simple form of life, yet nobody wants to see just how complex I can be.
leujin: (Default)
Alright, I've set myself on a quest to better myself. The first step is to find out what everybody doesn't like about me. So, for all the people who know me personally, leave me a note saying exactly what you don't like about me. Be open, and be honest. I'm prepared for anything.

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