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Aug. 17th, 2003 12:33 amAvast! I update! Yarrr... so. Liz leaves *checks watch* this morning, and we are struck with nothing to say. I guess I'm building up the really emotional goodbyes for when I leave for college... granted the only people I'll be saying goodbye to will be my senior/junior/sophomore friends because quite literally everybody else will have left by then, but these are still major members of my life and have been since I've met them... people like J.P. He's been my friend since I was still in diapers, I don't know how I'm going to cope with having to part ways with him. We've always been just really great friends and it's just... difficult even thinking about it. He's one of the people who will be harder for me to communicate with, because his parents frown upon e-mail. Leaving Liz isn't going to be terribly easy either because, as she said in an update on her journal, not only is she my girlfriend, but she's also my best friend. We've only been together for 4 months, and yet it seems like I've known her for my whole life. I mean that in as serious a way as possible. I do believe that reincarnation is quite possible, and I believe that we may have known eachother in a past lifetime. We may not have been star crossed lovers or even very good friends. It's possible that she's just a lady I bought bread from on a regular basis durring the depression... all my friends are leaving. I can't even put into words how hard it is to look at them and say "I won't be seeing you every day of my life from now on. I'll maybe get to see you when I come home for Christmas, and that's it." Sigh... oh well, I should really stop thinking about it before I start crying again...
Back to what I was talking about, Liz is leaving for a week tomorrow. This wouldn't be such a gigantic deal if we had some form of communication. This will be the longest we'll have gone without even being able to acknowledge eachother's existance. When she went to Arizona a month back or so I was at least still able to talk to her via IM on occasion if we were lucky enough to be on at the same time... that's going to be hard. While I'm away at college for the first bit, as I've said before, I won't even have a computer with which to exchange e-mails. However, the school will (fortunately) have computers for students to use whenever they want. I don't remember what the lab hours are, but I can find out. And I'm pretty sure that I can use instant messengers, so that'll be good. Yay... and I feel really lopsided. It's the craziest feeling, and I don't even know why. Yeah... I guess I'm done now. Adieu.
Back to what I was talking about, Liz is leaving for a week tomorrow. This wouldn't be such a gigantic deal if we had some form of communication. This will be the longest we'll have gone without even being able to acknowledge eachother's existance. When she went to Arizona a month back or so I was at least still able to talk to her via IM on occasion if we were lucky enough to be on at the same time... that's going to be hard. While I'm away at college for the first bit, as I've said before, I won't even have a computer with which to exchange e-mails. However, the school will (fortunately) have computers for students to use whenever they want. I don't remember what the lab hours are, but I can find out. And I'm pretty sure that I can use instant messengers, so that'll be good. Yay... and I feel really lopsided. It's the craziest feeling, and I don't even know why. Yeah... I guess I'm done now. Adieu.