Aug. 17th, 2003

leujin: (hendrix)
Avast! I update! Yarrr... so. Liz leaves *checks watch* this morning, and we are struck with nothing to say. I guess I'm building up the really emotional goodbyes for when I leave for college... granted the only people I'll be saying goodbye to will be my senior/junior/sophomore friends because quite literally everybody else will have left by then, but these are still major members of my life and have been since I've met them... people like J.P. He's been my friend since I was still in diapers, I don't know how I'm going to cope with having to part ways with him. We've always been just really great friends and it's just... difficult even thinking about it. He's one of the people who will be harder for me to communicate with, because his parents frown upon e-mail. Leaving Liz isn't going to be terribly easy either because, as she said in an update on her journal, not only is she my girlfriend, but she's also my best friend. We've only been together for 4 months, and yet it seems like I've known her for my whole life. I mean that in as serious a way as possible. I do believe that reincarnation is quite possible, and I believe that we may have known eachother in a past lifetime. We may not have been star crossed lovers or even very good friends. It's possible that she's just a lady I bought bread from on a regular basis durring the depression... all my friends are leaving. I can't even put into words how hard it is to look at them and say "I won't be seeing you every day of my life from now on. I'll maybe get to see you when I come home for Christmas, and that's it." Sigh... oh well, I should really stop thinking about it before I start crying again...
Back to what I was talking about, Liz is leaving for a week tomorrow. This wouldn't be such a gigantic deal if we had some form of communication. This will be the longest we'll have gone without even being able to acknowledge eachother's existance. When she went to Arizona a month back or so I was at least still able to talk to her via IM on occasion if we were lucky enough to be on at the same time... that's going to be hard. While I'm away at college for the first bit, as I've said before, I won't even have a computer with which to exchange e-mails. However, the school will (fortunately) have computers for students to use whenever they want. I don't remember what the lab hours are, but I can find out. And I'm pretty sure that I can use instant messengers, so that'll be good. Yay... and I feel really lopsided. It's the craziest feeling, and I don't even know why. Yeah... I guess I'm done now. Adieu.
leujin: (kittie)
Stupid damn mother fucking piece of monkey crap girly white ass MSN. I was trying to talk to Liz yesterday and I kept sending message after message:

[02:00] Robot in Disguise: interesting... last time i took the IQ test my IQ was 106... now it's 99
[02:00] Robot in Disguise: something went wrong there...
[02:06] *** hottiechik367@hotmail.com (PH34R MY L33T N3KKID SKILLZ!) has joined the conversation.
[02:06] Robot in Disguise: maybe it's the fact that last time i took it i was 17.
[02:06] Robot in Disguise: oh wait, that shouldn't make much of a difference..
[02:07] Robot in Disguise: or maybe you're not listening to me.
[02:07] Robot in Disguise: or maybe msn sucks.
[02:08] Robot in Disguise: hello? *poke poke*
[02:10] PH34R MY L33T N3KKID SKILLZ!: sorry...
[02:10] Robot in Disguise: too distracted by the game? :>
[02:11] Robot in Disguise: are are you dead, or something?
[02:16] Robot in Disguise: wake up or talk or something...
[02:21] Robot in Disguise: you're really not talking, so maybe i'll just leave...

I thought she was just playing literati and she was really really distracted by it or something. Of course now, after reading her entry, I realize that she wasn't playing a game and MSN just sucks monkey turd. I'm pretty sure that she didn't even get any of my messages and I didn't get any of hers, because MSN really sucks. That's so frustrating. I really wanted to say a proper goodbye to her and at least be able to tell her I love her a lot and get a response, but no no, that's too much to ask. Of course that can't happen when we'll be without communication for an entire fucking week. Modern technology pisses me off so much sometimes... just... grr. So this entry was for venting. Oh yeah, and you'll be seeing an abundance of entries from me, because while the vaginal counterpart is gone her livejournal whoring duties are pushed on me. This means I not only have to do my own whoring, but hers as well. So basically twice as many entries as I would normally do.
leujin: (hendrix)
I'm bored as all living fuck! I've spent the last 90 minutes or so reading all of [livejournal.com profile] useggi's past entries and reminscing about old times (like when I gave up caffeine for lent and the little girl birthday cards we gave to Jake and Justin as "Mommy and Daddy"), and I decided that as lesbian #6, I need a harem. So, anybody interested in joining my harem should let me know, and I'll then decided if I deem you worthy enough.

Told you I was bored.
leujin: (Default)
I'm playing with my pseudo~photoshop program that I have and it's been mostly ... well, a waste of time... but this is the product of my work thusfar:



Yay. Now I think Sara is wanting me to do stuff, but I also have to work on my comic (remember that? yeah.) So... maybe I'll get off... although, actually, no I won't.

1 week

Aug. 17th, 2003 04:47 pm
leujin: (Default)
Hooray! The first week of "Transplant" is unofficially finished! As in it's all drawn and inked, and now I just need to scan it into the computer and color it... I'm sure you've all been looking forward to that, and trust me, as soon as it's done you'll all be in the know. I swear to you. Seriously.
leujin: (hendrix)
Sooooo... it's been a few hours since I updated, so I figured it'd probably be a good time to go ahead and do it now. So... what's up? Oh wait... you can't respond... well, in real time anyway... So, this is for Amy (not Amy, but AMY): hi Amy! There, I gave you shoutout. Now you have to do the same for me... okay, maybe not, oh well. Um... yeah, I don't know. Oh yeah, while we were trying to feed my lizard this afternoon he crapped on me and... that was really not cool. Because it was on one of my favorite shirts... the Noir one. That was very frustrating... oh well. Okay, now I have nothing to say, because the TV is really distracting me. A lot. Yeah, bye now.

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